Thanks for the google search "how a person with bipolar thinks". I have searched a lot of ways for info, but this is helping out alot. My cognitive abilities are not too sharp right now and sometimes I need to be led to what I'm trying to find. Hope it's ok for me to butt into a topic to address one of the answers. Like I said, my cognitive aint that sharp, so excuse this if it doesn't make alot of sense, or rambles.((stop typing me and try and get some sleep) Thanks again.