Crying for no reason is a big one for me. And I always feel suicidal. And getting stuff done around the house is hard (usually I'm very good at cleaning. I've been depressed, or whatever I've been, lately, and the apartment was starting to look like a bachelor pad because it was just my husband cleaning, until yesterday when I made myself do some cleaning). I also get delusional, like think everyone would be better off without me, drain on family, etc. During my last one I even had this delusion in my head that if I was gone my husband could just get together with our babysitter, and it would be better for everyone because then my daughter could have a stay at home mom. And I get really paranoid and have some mild hallucinations.

Normally I'm a pissed off depressed person though. Like, I feel really angry right now. And I get agitated. At least, this time. And can't concentrate.

Though this is the first one like that. Last time I was depressed I wrote an entire novel with no problem (except that the novel was pretty dark).