yes, we spoke today on the phone.. She is very angry, confused, hurting and lost. She definitely does not trust me as that came out several times. Progress was made, she got overwhelmed and hung up. That's fine, I'll back off and see what comes. There was discussion about life goals etc. We had decided we were not going to have children in the relationship... Apparently she changed her mind, never told me and it festered... I explained I had no idea, etc.. Told her I was open to the possibility.
Somehow she felt so betrayed by my reaction to her texting another guy.. It's all very irrational but somehow it's all my fault.. I accepted the blame for what I could, didn't argue and let her release some emotions. She definitely loves me, misses me, hates me, wants to have sex with me, never wants to talk to me again, and wants nothing to do with me..
So there you have it