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Originally Posted by raspberrytorte
Sorry about my boo hoo post last night.
I'm fine.
Yes, it was 10mg, not 1mg.
(I also want to point out that that's NOT something I do on a daily or even really ever basis. Just last night really sucked. And even at my regular dose, which is 4mg a day, which is what I'm prescribed, I'm ALREADY addicted and dependent and blah blah blah. And I'm trying to wean myself off of it.)
I don't know what the hell happened last night. I have to figure this out. I don't know why I would do that. And drink. I'm very careful about these things. I hate drinking. Because of my lamictal I get the worse hangovers in the morning, even off of just one glass of wine.
Just ONE more month. I can make it to my appointment. I've already waited two months. I can wait one more.
Jeez.
Okay. Stopping. I feel like a big drama queen. Lol!
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Ms Raspberrytorte, you must stop apologizing! Boo boo all the **** you want. You are not pathetic you are dealing with some SERIOUS ****.
And as for the 10mg and what happened etc...one thing that REALLY scares me and pisses me off about this "illness" is how you can just watch yourself do something that you would never normally do and you know you should stop and you just keep going but it kinda feels like you could stop so then you feel all bad and stupid but then you can't actually stop and then it is all over and you are all like WHAT THE **** IS MY PROBLEM??!!!
Hugs man.
Hold on