i can understand. i was said in 2003 to have 'probable DID' but most recently finally asked my psychiatrist. she never outright said DID, just that i am dissociative.

like you, even when i dissociate and can feel other parts, even when it is very severe for me, there is still some aspect of me mixed in...the problem for me when that happens is it is all so internal and leaves me just a mess..when it lessens, i don't remember a lot of it. this year, i actually lost two months because of severe dissociation and a lot of blending with other parts. i cannot tell you what i did during that time (but i know it wasn't anything unusual since that's just not how i all work).

my dissociation is just a lot more internal with little external things..although it used to be a bit more..but for me it also was a lot of talking inside, loudness of my head, hearing bits and pieces of words, conversations, etc. like you say you do..and other things.

i actually used to know more of mine, but they have changed over the years to being just almost completely different-maybe even new ones (or ones i knew don't seem to exist anymore) which confuses me even more.

not sure what to say about it for you though because it's just a learning process all around.