I'm sure there have been a ton of threads similar to this one... But I've been stable ever since I was in patient then did a month long iop program.. They got my meds straightened out.. And I've been solid for 9 months.. Woohoo right? Well the problem is I just don't feel much of anything anymore... Don't have anything for emotions up or down.. If this is how an average person lives it sucks screw that life.... I'd like to think life should be more then this blandness.... It's starting to get to me... I feel like this me is the only way to keep me my wife and kids together.. I love them all very much but I feel like I'm sacrificing my well being to keep us all together... I think it's worth the sacrifice... But is anyone out there that is stable and at the same time energetic and happy???

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