I've been here off and on for 2 years. I'm back right now because I need to say this and here is the only place I have. I don't want to talk to anyone. my mind keeps reverting to the idea of suicide. Despite meds, therapy and hospitalization only 9 months ago, I'm in this state again.
This whole ordeal is such ******** and it doesn't matter how hard I try!!!!!!
No need for a response. I know none of you can help this go away. I just need to know that one person heard me.
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P&G (38) - Bipolar... Zoloft, Lamictal, Wellbutrin, Klonopin and Buspirone
Son (16) - Mood disorder NOS
Daughter (11) - so far so good
Last edited by shezbut; Jun 20, 2015 at 03:16 PM.
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