Thanks. I do have access to my pdoc through text, but I am hesitant to bother her too often. Basically with the insurance I have I can't see the my preferred pdoc. I know I have the option of going somewhere else, but I have already had bad experiences with new docs and their interpretation of what I need. I guess I haven't worried about it too much before because I have been relatively stable, albeit fairly muted emotionally.

The good thing about the Latuda is it has made my ups and downs more mellow, the bad thing is it seems to make me cycle more rapidly with more mixed episodes thrown in there for the hell of it.

Also, I think it's kind of funny that I came across as angry. I mean, I am angry, I just thought I had controlled my tone in that first post. I'm going a little loco and I'm fairly new to posting on here. Glad there are others who understand this fun little treat we call bipolar.