Hey couch. Well I am currently in a royal mood and a half. I'm beginning to think that my h is delusional or something. Just now, we were talking about the house we're buying, about having a mortgage again and he made some asinine comment about me spending all of the money that we should be saving. I was like excuse me, I am NOT the only one who spends money in this family. He says "oh yeah? what do I spend money on?" I reminded him of the times that he has gone to the casino and played poker and lost hundreds of dollars. Like a couple nights ago. I didn't complain because I figured it was one last hurrah before we have a mortgage. He comes up with some excuse like that doesn't count. Hell-f'ing-o, it's money we don't HAVE in the bank anymore what do you mean it doesn't count?! Then I say nothing. So a couple mins later he says "my stomach is all in knots I shouldn't have said that." I said you are right, you should not have. Because now, you just earned yourself doing all the household shopping from here on out. I'm done." And now he's sulking. F'ing baby. I need a glass of wine. And the balls to say screw this marriage I want out. Did I just say that?!