Hey all! Over the last week or so I have fallen into a mixed state with symptoms like low mood, agitation, racing thoughts and general angst. Both my pdoc and T agree I am in a mixed state and are monitoring me. Yesterday I saw my T and shared some symptoms that were hard for me to admit to. He believes it is possibly psychosis. It is really hard to explain. I feel like a god who has supernatural powers and that I can anticipate everything that is going on around me. The world around me seems unreal, cartoonish even at times. I find it hard being around people as I am afraid they will see how crazy I am and at times I find it hard to find the right words to say to sound normal. I also had this belief that if I overdosed I would not die but instead be transported to another dimension, like through a wormhole or something. I am not suicidal thankfully. Feeling this way all the time is really disturbing. It is so intense. I am taking Zyprexa to combat it and it does help. Seeing my pdoc on Monday and I will share this with him then.

Can anyone else relate to this? I feel like the weirdest person on the planet right now.