I'm sorry to hear that the mixed state is still happening. They can feel pretty uncomfortable.

I'm glad you're working with your T and Pdoc - it does make a difference.

To answer your question - are you the weirdest person on the planet?

100% absolutely not.

Sounds to me like you have psychosis, yes I tend to agree with it.

I've had psychosis in the past that can last a few days where I think everyone is dying and I must just save everybody from dying Truly. And then I'll be fine for a few days and then something will trigger me then I'm like woah everyone on earth is dying again I must go make sure someone else does not die quickly! Okay but that's when I've been pretty manic but I guess you can get it when you're mixed too.