Thanks for the pics

Pretty cool.

1st one with curtains -

Reminds me of when I try to block out the past - looks like a curtain drawn closed preventing me from thinking about whatever it is I don't want to think about

Second pic with sparkling lights

That's my hypomania. It looks clear, colourful, bright, cheerful. It just all seems to blend together.

3rd pic with lines

Okay the lines are starting to drop off - still colourful - it would describe a mood of mine that is still on the up side; things still look clear but there is a bit of confusion happening at the ends of the line; possible entry into mania if that were me

4th pic that is blury

That's pure mania for me. I can see nothing. It doesn't make sense. There are clearly some kind of objects on the other side, but my mind simply can not decipher what I am meant to be focusing on or seeing.