I've always wished I'd have a dream that I remember about my T. I think we can be so real, so unguarded, in our dreams, and I wanted to know how I really felt. I'd thought about quitting, and hoped I'd get my answer in a dream. It never happened.

I've only slept 2 hours so far tonight, but enough to have a very vivid dream that I remember (which is unusual). In my dream, I went to let the dogs out in the middle of the night, and as I did, I saw someone walking around in the darkness outside. I put the dogs in then was going to go back out, but by the time I got back out to the service door in the garage, the person was already standing there. It was my T. To shorten it up a bit, my T was stumbling drunk. To the point that when we went to get in her car, she got in the driver's side back seat. Giggled, then got back out, hugged me, and got in the right seat to drive away.

WTF was that all about??? If I was having my very first dream about T (that I remember anyway, I don't usually remember my dreams), and I had to dream that she was a drunk. I've been seeing her for over a year and through our problems, I remain quite attached to her.

Trying to interpret it, I'm thinking maybe it was my realizing my T is human too, and no more perfect than anyone else? But logically, I already know that. I'm sure I dreamt about her because I have our last session before her break today. But I would have preferred a more insightful, realistic dream than that. Who knows, maybe she is a stumbling drunk in real life. I highly doubt it, even though I'm sure that's not unusual in that profession (I'm just guessing), because they do have quite a stressful job.

I'm still sleepy yet, but I have no intentions on sharing this dream with her. Too crazy. And, I guess I would find it odd for her to be told I had a dream about her at all.