My spouse is jealous of my relationship with T, doesn't understand why I can trust a "stranger" more than my husband. However, he is patient and supportive. Just wishes I could trust him more. I'm not sure what I want in my marriage or life right now at all. My whole definition of love has changed. T thinks my husband is a good support for me right now and that since I am married he is a good choice at the moment with his support, so I guess in a few years when I'm stable again we'll see. For now though I'm just focusing on me and he's supportive and I guess that's all I can ask for even if his jealously is somewhat annoying at times.