you are worth way more than $200 a week that it would take for your kids to be in daycare while you're inpatient. I really hope that you will do in patients and PHP.you guys can find a way because if you're not there then they would have to find a way anyways. It is unfair that your husband is mad at you but I understand that he doesn't get it.I really hope that this letter pushes them to give you inpatient. I think it's a well written letter and they need to know how you truly feel.