Since I ultra rapid cycle, it sounds as if you might be cycling, whether from Zoloft or independent of it. Contact your pdoc. Don't presume anything. Let a pro assess your situation. AD medication can induce rapid cycling.

As for the term 'disabled' I don't like it, either, but I haven't been able to work for four years and unless some genius doctor can figure something out, I'll likely never work again. On Social Security Disability since June, 2011. Be gentle with yourself and your parents.