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Originally Posted by Echos Myron
I'm not sure whether it's lessened at all. Maybe it has a bit but I'm not sure. I still regularly look at his pic online, I think about what I would do/say if I bumped into him pretty much every time I leave the house, he still appears in my dreams sometimes. I still think about him lots.  |
I still look at my T's picture. I still imagine getting to see her again, talk to her, hear her voice, hug her, see her office again. I still have dreams about her too. I also have flash backs
But I know that she will never be my T again. I do hold onto the fantasy that maybe one day she'll be a part of my life again.
Maybe you haven't come to the acceptance part of grief. So it's okay if it's a fantasy. Maybe you just need more time and support to process your loss. It's a big loss and it's painful. You don't simply get over it.
Don't be too hard on yourself
