Hi Renounced,

I am sorry you are going thru so much pain. I know what if feels like to try and fail. I know what it feels like to feel overwhelmed and helpless. I think lots of this goes along with depression. Depression makes us look down on ourselves too.

It may be that you have to slow things down for a while with school, to make it manageable for you. And congratulations with losing some weight, if that is something you are trying to do. I do hope for you to feel better soon. Keep us posted. Love and hugs to you.