I don't know what is wrong with me I am so completely exhausted. Doing the least little thing wears me out. I did swim some laps today. Then I went to the dentist to find out that I have an abscessed tooth, which I expected. I have been down that road before.

I have been trying to distract my mind from the depression I feel. I don't get to go see the therapist again until July. I just barely feel like getting off the couch. I don't know if that is the heat or the depression. It doesn't help that it is 98 degrees outside.