Hi Alchemy, You say that because I no longer question, that my spirituality is dead. This is absolutely not the case. If you read what I said, I said that I had prayed for many, many years to know why this and that happened in my life. Because I had prayed and asked for such a long time, I felt, for me, that it was better to try and accept things and get on with it. I now know that God knows exactly what He's doing. He knows what's best for me and my life is exactly as it's meant to be. However, it does not mean that there is no dialogue, there absolutely is, constantly. Just because I don't question doesn't mean that I don't wonder and ponder often. If I believe that God is all knowing, all loving, then who am I to question? I understand when people question, of course I do...I spent most of my life questioning but it never changed anything, or at least the things I wanted to change. I really believe that God loves me so much that He won't take His eyes off me and in that knowledge, I can laugh, cry, argue etc and look at the reasons. No questions asked. No need.