I agree with Rose. He's a user. What he did was very hurtful, but you should try to see this as a blessing. I know that's hard to imagine, but you're rid of him. You've invested some time and emotions with this man, and it does take time to recover from such a hurt. Please give yourself that time, and don't be sucked back in by him. Such men are great con artists and at being charming, even lovable. Don't think about that. Focus on yourself and your own needs. Be kind to yourself as you heal physically and emotionally.
(feel free to pm me any time)