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Originally Posted by Hooligan
I'm not sure how useful this will be for you.
When I'm stuck in a situation where everything has literally landed ontop of my head and I can barely breathe yet alone cry, I ask myself is there a completely different avenue I could be taking, where I could be doing something better? Or what can I do, from this point in time, to change things around? Because sometimes the point of realisation comes too late, when we're left with nothing but tears. Can you change direction into focusing / working on something? You show a lot of passion and care for others. I think that this is a very valuable trait that you possess.
Even if it all seems too much out there in terms of what you are looking at, may you find some inner comfort amidst the turmoil 
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Thank you so much sweet heart. I am sad. I surely will overcome this sadness as I always do as long as I can stay safe. Thank you for your wisdom. You are right. Sometimes the point of realization does come too late. I hope I'm not there yet. I do need a different focus. I will have to meditate on what that will look like. You'd think it would be my family but for some reason I can't hold onto those, "you have an amazing family and you are so blessed" thoughts like I should. It makes me feel rather guilty, actually. I miss prayer and having deeply set faith. I miss it with my whole heart.
