Aloha Redlips,

Thanks for sharing your story. Im sure you would really like to have a more quiet mind. You are very young and have a lot going for you even if you can't see it at this time.

When we are ill, we need to take full responsibility for our illness. That means following the instructions of professionals who have dedicated their lives to helping people like us get as well as possible. Please realize that the meds you are taking are VERY powerful substances. You are so young...please don't destroy your precious mind by misusing these chemicals.

Sorry to sound so "motherly" but I am very concerned for you and want you to feel better. If you were diabetic, would you pull up a syringe full of insulin just to see if it would make you feel better? Get the help you deserve and follow instructions, love yourself enough to take the best care of YOU as you can.

Sending you hugs and hope you feel better soon