I'm happy that things worked out for you.

Personally, I haven't taken any medication since I was forced to in foster homes. They all made me feel so empty I need the emotional highs and lows just to feel anything. Welbutrin in particular made me engage in SI and suicidal behaviors just to feel something.

I guess I cope by recognition of thought patterns and trying to change them. Its only been mildly successful as I can't join a DBT group though.