aI've been home from hospital for a few weeks now.I have been self harming for two years now but it has got really bad over the last 6 months.I ended up with septicemia after a wound I did to myself got infected.All my organs started to fail and I was in icu for weeks.I know I need to stop but I don't know how.I don't think talking to a counsellor or psychiatrist helps.Will I be like this forever?I'm trying really hard but I keep thinking about self harming again all the time.It's not that I want to end up in hospital again I just find it realeses so much pain and pressure when I do it.Will it be like this forever.