I know just how you feel with the lack of energy after working all day. I work a part-time job but am really tired (trouble with right leg especially) by the time I get home. I have only worked this new job about 6 weeks and feel unwelcome by some of the girls. I'm seriously considering going to my former boss, who loved me, and seeing about getting back in. At least I felt like I knew what I was doing...
I think my depression/bipolar tells me things that aren't really true. I am not lazy-I'm wiped out when I get home. I am not stupid-I juggle many tasks at work. I am not unmotivated-not at this former job...i was counted on by the boss and was well liked so that is why I'm considering going back.
I'm rambling now...hope this helps a little. Try and be gentle with yourself. I am super hard on myself and don't even know why?
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