for me personally, i have distanced myself from this forum because I feel triggered by it all. Crazy as it sounds, somehow i take this into competition, i read about how people are starving themselves for days and to me, I want to beat that. Its absurd and makes no sense and i feel that for me to continue to get better, I need to distance myself from any negativity surrounding an ED.

I'm sorry if i've offended anyone, i love this forum but I think for me to fully get better, I need to let go of all past things that could bring up my ED.