I've asked to see my old T because something's come up.
Over the last 2 years, I developed an ED. I'm getting worried just typing this out.
I'm incredibly ashamed about it. So much so that it seems like something holds my tongue when I even try to mention it. So I've gone to sessions with the intent of telling her, but never did.
I've tried writing it down but couldn't bring myself to give it to her.
She's not very great with email, so that's out.

I'm so afraid to open this up.