I think it's about feeling our feelings.
I think when we begin the work it feels 'urgent' not to be alone many times.
I know for me it was unbearable many times. I think even if I'd gone everyday there's still those times when it felt unbearable.
I'm sorry you find it difficult to ask for extra sessions. The only way around that is....to spit it out.
It's hard and there is no getting round that. I guess the only consolation is you will get to see T. Unlike the rest of your life when there was no help on the horizon?
Can you journal? That was a help in the beginging.