Decided to work from home today so I didn't have to deal with weeping in front of people. I am actually getting a fair amount done. H took care of the burial and is being incredibly sweet, supportive and amazing. He has such a loving heart. He is officially totally and completely forgiven for the rude remarks Tuesday after my therapy appointment. I realized a couple of things today. One, I love this horse more than anyone except my family and closest friends. Two, it is actually a bit difficult to feel "just" sad and not to beat myself up. Sadness without the complication of guilt is new to me.

On a more positive note, I have so very many happy memories with this horse. He was truly magnificent and one of a kind. I am actually smiling thinking about many of our adventures and funny, quirky things he did.