So, as the title says..
I'm 28yo, everything is more or less okay in my life (as much as it can be for someone with bipolar ha). Anyhow, I've noticed in the recent years I can't have sex unless I'm drunk or high. I've had a couple of long-term relationships, and the last one really messed my sexy things. We didn't have sex for 7 months (in a row) out of 2 years due to his emotional issues. So, for the last 2 years or so I can't relax.. I can ever have sex only when I'm intoxicated, otherwise I either don't get horny or literally freak out.
Has anybody experienced that? It doesn't seem healthy.