Hi ak482. I am so sorry you are going thru this. I know in my heart someday you are going to meet the right lady and get the right job. But right now I know it looks hard. Being unemployed, or employed in a job that makes you miserable is so difficult. I sometimes wonder if the more anxiety we have, the worse things are and do others pick up on this? Don't know.

But we are your friends and we are here for you.