My life is going to pieces. I'm in the middle of a horrendous conflict that's ripping me apart. I'm so not ok in any way. My daughter broke a silly candle this morning and I broke down sobbing. And then something happened this afternoon on a different website where I felt unfairly discriminated against, and it's like why even bother with life anymore? I can't hold myself together anymore. I have no one. I'm so alone. I hate my life. I hate myself. I want this nightmare to be over.