I am feeling very lazy today. I have no motivation to work at all. I also think I am feeling numb. I have not been sleeping well and was so agitated last night I had to take a Xanax to help me fall asleep. I know last night I shouldn't have gone out to the movies but the kids were sleeping over the grandparents house and my wife deserved a date night. So now today I am very tired.

I am worried that in 10 days my pdoc will be changing my meds if my sleep doesn't improve. But I worry that things will just be the same on the new meds. That this is as good as it is going to get. That it is just me being lazy. That the meds have already fixed the depression. I mean they must have by now I am on enough of them.

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