(((((Steiner))))) I'm so sorry you feel so bad. I wish I had a solution for you. I believe there is hope. I know I've lost hope before only to find things got better. I hope this happens for you.

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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha