Believe I have tried, I don't constantly look outside of my marriage. Yes I look at porn, but I haven't actively seeked anyone out in over a year. Have I wanted to, due to my unhappiness... heck yeah I did, but for my marriage I restrained.

Couple counseling almost separated us, not sure if she'd be willing to give it another go.

I just don't know how to desire and really show her that I love her in that way when I am not sexually attracted to her or any female for that matter.

She says she wants to feel desired for and feel like I am attracted to her, but idk how to do that.

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