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Could only read tiny bits of this. I wanted to know how to talk to my son who gets angry at me. He says I put him in psych hosp. He was responsible for himself going in really.He physically attacked me when police were at the door asking about a crime in the neighbourhood. They took him in P.hosp. The 2nd time he went in by himself after living on a beach for 3 weeks. 3rd time his brother took him in when he was tremors. 4th time police took him in when he escaped ward. 5th time he took himself in after having bad thoughts. He still holds me responsible. In his anger he says; "you don't know me mum. You don't listen to me mum. and similar...if i question him trying to know and listen to him he gets angry....one problem I have is that my eldest brother used to get angry all the time....even to the point of pressing a machete into my throat..and anger really scares me...and makes me sad. My brother is now dead after a very sad life....I could see where his anger came from...but with my son I haven't got a clue...unless its his dad...but he would deny that...his anger always seems aimed at me...

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you fail to understand me mother.... i dont get angry at you... i get angry at the things you do. anger is anger itelf and nothing is to blame for anger apart from something triggering anger... usually brainwashing is the reason people get angry and brainwashing is the reason blame themselves or something else for the anger... if only you really knew me mother you would forgive me like jesus forgives.... i forgive you for putting me in a psych ward pointlessly but there were too many bad things that caused me to go into places like that to get brainwashed out of mindstates... mindstates that are yours and if only you knew that i would be 20000000% better off without taking pills that make me think unlike myself.... you not really going to understand my message either, because of brainwashings, but the whole world is brainwashed so its alittle difficult to get anyones message across and truely be understood. im sure johhnny would never put a knife to your throat and literally be your fault he was angry with life.... thats all ive ever been angry about, not you, although you spark things on me in ignroance. maybe thats what you did to johnnuy