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Originally Posted by musinglizzy
It's like I feel worse about myself, even more undeserving, than I did before starting therapy. I don't think that's right, and I'm trying to move past it. I was better off before I had any of these feelings. I was better off just dealing with my past, and my current troubles without adding yet another thing to the list.
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I feel the same way. I have gone on with my life, but I feel a lot more damaged than I did before. I was always so scared he would tell me I was repulsive and disgusting and he would quit working with me and that is what happened. I couldn't even pay someone to look at me and help me. I have given up on so much in my life. I just survive now. I accept that is the way it is. I don't want more or better or different. I will live this way until I die. I don't care.
