Its beautiful to hear your communication lovable puppy. No J....y was upset because I saw his friends in a homosexual act...he didn't realize how much in shock I was....I was too young to see that... I think I'll give you a trophy for writing about your anger.. I'd like to see more about what you think.I always question but dont feel getting answers. Maybe thats not the way to get to know you. All I know about you my lovable puppy is that you were the happiest person in the universe and something went wrong to change that..?????