You understand just how I feel and just what I have been thru. My husband and I are going to the beach tomorrow and that will be fun. I am sort of relaxing and trying not to think too much. At some point I will need to find another job. I am trying figure out what I am meant to do in this world, and it may be time for going back to school. I have a life history of not finishing projects I start. It is time for me to be a "finisher" as the man from the unemployment office said. But I may need to restart with baby steps.