My p-doc doesn't seem to be giving me a direction other than "there's definitely something wrong here". He furthers his diagnosis by saying "as soon as I diagnose you with something, it will change". I am lucky - it is mild, not severe. But I can be a real jerk when I'm in my state.

I used to take Lorazapam but he refused to put me back on it because it is addictive and based on my meeting with him over the past five months, he felt things ran deeper than anxiety. So I just take my mood stabilizer (Depakote) and roll with the day.