It's so strange. I moved to Florida to be near my family thinking it would help my depression and anxiety. Now I feel even worse. Terribly irritable. I isolate myself from them even. I stay in my room all day. I go out there for a little bit to be near them and feel like crying for not wanting to and having to struggle just to be around them. Then I go back to my room and cry. I know they think I'm just being a jerk. They just don't get it. I don't wanna be around anyone or go anywhere or do anything. I feel numb and sad. Crying and worrying about things throughout the day.....
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