my hubby found some e.mails that were innocent and e.mail addresses from you guys and has flipped thinking i'm having cyber sex with half of america. you all know i am prone to sending little messages and hugs to both men and women. i got called a ***** ,c...t, lying *****, every horrible name you can think of and i've done nothing wrong. i went to a tattoo place where my ex works and wrote a poem saying i think he's cute still, which is bad i know, but now he thinks i'm in constant touch with him and i haven't spoken to him once. i've deleted my msn account and trying to delete yahoo cos he wants me to and he may even delete my account here so i wont be able to chat or post any more. he wants me out the house and he's telling the kids all these lies that are in his head.he also told me if i take tablets to do the job properly this time. i also found out he has been watching porn and he knows i hate it. he's not been interested in sex for ages and now i know why. i donnt know what to do. i'm so angry and hurt that he thinks i can do this. i am supportive and caring when i pm you guys and e.mail, it's my nature, but he thinks the e.mails were love letters!
i do have hevyg's number cos i've called him at work to see if he's had a better day and i've called tymber and cajun for the same reasons or if i'm low and i want help, but that's all.
my marriage is over because of nothing.

jinny xxxxxxxx