Sometimes I feel like a God, like I know everything and am in tune with the universe. It feels like a 'pure' spirituality rather than religion. I have had time where I thought I had a special calling to a powerful ministry to bring truth and healing to the world. It is hard for me to know what is true spirituality and what is psychosis. I don't think there is a clear cut line. I have had some amazing spiritual experiences while completely well and some when very mixed.