Try not to be horrified Pink. You are at a point in therapy where you trust T so much that you let him read your private writings.
He knows this and I'm sure he is not uncomfortable or scared at all about anything you wrote.

He wants you to go this deep. I understand your fears though. I'd have the same fears but remember that you have a solid working relationship with T.

I'll be checking back to see how this went on Friday. I think you are doing so great. Your close to some huge understanding/healing I can feel it

Ps: I understand what you mean about depression being separate. I feel that way a lot too.