((((jinny)))) let him read. you have nothing to hide. he just doesn't understand. i wonder if he even understands your issues - mental health issues. my hubby knows i'm on psych central, but he's not nosy as to what i'm writing about. he teases me sometimes that i'm doing cybersex, but he knows it's nothing like that. we joke a lot in our relationship, which helps us in dark times. i pray that your hubby understands. if not, please know that we're here for you and that we would never leave you.