I'm really sorry about your situation.

My girlfriend is 15, and I am 18. I completely understand the nonsensical stigma the majority of people have on age gaps such as ours. I've even been called a pedo for being with her.

Do you still go to school with her? If so, I suggest you two just communicate there, and be mindful of the parents catching you if you decide to.

It's really sh-tty when two lovers in a situation such as yours can't enjoy each other because of the close minded opinions of others.

In the meantime, do you have anyone else you feel comfortable with enough to talk to? It sounds like you really need to reach out to someone.

Sorry. I know I didn't help.