I wish I had the magic pebble or pill. I would have taken it all by now. I do understand your feeling of despair and emptiness. What is it ? Why do we feel this way? I've tried " the possitive." and the we create our own reality philosophy which makes sense and it gives us our power back. But it's not working this time. So why? Our we punishing ourselves? Because this is the most intense, deep pain I have ever felt.
I have no reason to I'm not homeless or hungry or cold. Why can't I appreciate what I do have? To everyone that feels this way. I am truly sorry because it hurts so bad. If there is anything I can do for any of you please message me. I will listen and maybe, just maybe I can help you which will help me. Love & understanding.
Vessah