Glad my post might have been helpful to you
I just want to re-iterate (and you know what I've said about therapy before, nobody here would call me a cheerleader for therapy) there ARE better therapists.
There are therapists who are on point, focused and genuinely helpful. My new one is great. He really is. And I'm getting SO much more out of every session. Places that had become dead ends are now actual pathways.
I get that you're attached. It makes sense. But I guess, what I'm saying is, when you find a good therapist, I don't think you'll miss what you have with her. I think you'll look back and go 'oh my god I can't believe I put up with that.'