I hope your session goes well today. I'm sure sorry about all the feelings of emptiness. FWIW, I feel very similar right now so at least you have company.

But this thread is about you not me! I think you were crazy brave to give your poetry to your therapist. I think you're going to reach some amazing levels of intimacy and probably have some crazy good sessions. I bet it'll be scary but addictive. Good luck today!
Sidony